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Friday, June 27, 2008

hey there.
i know its kinda late to update.
but its fine i guess.

Muhammad Suhaib was born on the 17th of june.
he is officially my nephew.
which officially turn me into an aunty.
well, its fine.
he is as cute as me.
well not pretty. but super extra-ordinarily handsome.!
i love him super much.
i cant wait to gt home from school, just to see him.
because i LOVE to kiss him to get the smell of his lovely baby 'scent'.
he will laugh and smile when we talked to him.
i love to disturb him when he is asleep.=)
well, i am the youngest in the family,
which make me more excited. soory.
but he is loved! =))

okay. ive gotten my results.
its that bad.
im so demoralise.
really. but oh geez.
what can i do?!
i passed but its bad. get it?!
heh.

just now, i met my gff.
they're just bunch of people.
which is so precious to me.
because they are the ones who kept me going.
sorry to nazilla and nana.
we didnt gt to call you.
coz it was as usual.
a LAST MINUTE thing from me.

let me share this story.
well mayb just something i thought of today.

i am very lucky to have beautiful friends.
wonderful, understanding, loving.
caring...and the list goes on and on..

but after today.
when i heard her stories.
i feel super down.
to her. im sorry.
i didnt know how to help.
but i can tell you..
you deserve better friends.
more better!
one after the other she is faced with this prob.
i really hope she'll gt better friends.
im wondering why cant pple shut their mouth up
and stop being sucha hypocrite.

do you call them your friend when that 'friend',
dont even realise what she is doing.
which means that friend dont care about how you felt.
dont even realise that you're being hurt.
dont even care about your feelings.
give sarcastic remarks to you.
do friends take revenge on you?
do you even call them friends??!?!?!

im lucky to have great friends.
and i dont wish to encounter any of that 'species' of unwanted ~~friends~~.

to her ~~'friends.'~~
i have to tell you this.
look at yourself.
are you perfect?
NO! so can you..
just back off?! will you.?
do you realise what youre doing.
i pray to god that just one day.
you will know the true friendship.
the meaning of friends.
and realise those pple who have been HURT by YOU!
take time to reflect.
on what you have done to pple.
and not on what pple have done to you.

to her.
although u are not really close.
even you sometimes keep secrets from me.
if you need a friend to talk to..
ill be there.
dont feel left out.
cos i love you so much.
and its sad to see you hurt again and again.
take care!

okay. i shall end here.
sorry for the long post.
i just dont feel well right now.
3 reports have to b submitted by next week.
i hope i can finish all three.
muahs!

♥ 11:01 PM