SimplyHers~SimplyFantasies

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

! miSs euu...

hey! finally ive the tyme to update..

yea!

tomorrow is gonna b a half dae big dae..haha!

my brother is gonna gt married..yey!

happy? no la sad..

here is something for you pple to read..

esp to my dearest abg n kakak..

7people..down to 5..

both are leaving..

its been 17 years now..since im born..

u never fail to keep me going..

never fail to make me smile..

never fails to help me..advice me..

those advices will still b there in my mind..

even u dun see me care..

but i still care for both of you.

coz i love you soo much!

i never wish i to b separated from u..

but its lyfe..one dae..ive a lyfe too..a family..

so make sure..u built ur family well..

things are gonna change..so..be happy..

and never forget the 5 of us..at home..waiting for ur call..

may ur wishes come thru..

thanks for the sacrifices uve done!

i will alwaes miss being a sister to u..

thanks agen..hope u still love me..10 yrs later=))

thanks for the 'small doll playground' presy..

haha! my first bdae gift from my siblings..thanks..

thanks for everything..EVERTHING!!

love you!

loadsloadslove,,adekmu..sentiase..mwaah!miss me okay??

♥ 12:58 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007

! miSs euu...

heyy pple!

you will miss me wen u see my dead body..

haha!

wow!

goodbye!

loadsloadsloadslove, me

♥ 9:17 PM

Sunday, May 27, 2007

! miSs euu...

lately, i've been tryna fight whatever's pulling us under.

it's got a hold and really making me wonder

what it takes to get through

i gotta stick with you, my baby

baby tell me:

maybe i'm foolishly overreacting

but being without you i can't imagine

it's just to close to the heart andand i won't stand it if were broken apart

do you hear me?

baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together

don't you throw in the towel

i'm keeping my promise to you

i got ya back now

when the chips are down

it seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead

just know that i am by your side

there aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,i'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

we've been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards

it's rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this

let's take it back to three years ago

when you said that we could make it through whatever, everand

to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever

leaving was not an option, baby, never, never

now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight

in you is everything that i'm missing

so give us a chance

don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go...

we been on top for too long just to let it go under

i don't wanna hear that

i just can't hear that

and knowwherever you wanna take mei'll go

i been with you for too long to start over with another

i know that you hear me

just tell me you hear me.

for those taking malay o levels tomorrow..

all the best from me!!

♥ 1:43 PM

! miSs euu...

heyy! wanting to share a story with you pple..

The more hurt and pain you have gone thru in life, the stronger and morebeautiful your heart will be.....One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley.

A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.

Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces missing.

The people stared. How can he say his heart is more beautiful?? they thought. The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You must be joking," he said. "Compare your heart with mine, mine is perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears."

"Yes," said the old man, "Yours is perfect looking but I would never trade with you. You see, every scar represents a person to whom I have given my love - I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them, and often they give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my heart, but because the pieces aren't exact, I have some rough edges, which I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared. Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away, and the other person hasn't returned a piece of her heart to me. These are the empty gouges - giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too, and I hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. So now do you see what true beauty is?"

so after reading this..wad do u think ur heart looks lyke?half tore?

still in gd condition..? u decide? im nt sure mine either..

mayb its tearing apart more often now..haha!

♥ 1:33 PM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

! miSs euu...

heyy pple!

phew..im tired..

i woke up late la se..

niwae..will b off to kenduri later.

its almost 40 daes since you left us..

Al-fatehah. we miss you..semoge Allah mencucuri rohnya.

niwae..im doing my research first.

todae was supposedly my MAG camp dae.

but i cannot make it bcoz of some reasons..

so yea..its okay..

n i shall not b coming on the 11th of june for another meeting..

coz im in KL.

i jus wish i cud join u guys soon!

soon..pretty soon! haha!!

n pple..think! b4 u make any decisions..

and pple..wen i sae im okay n not mad..trust me or else im gonna chop ur head off..

irritating pple!!

go away!

i miss you.

hold me tight n never let me go.<3

♥ 1:46 PM

Friday, May 25, 2007

! miSs euu...

heyy world!

here i shall update agen.

haha! went to marina td!

yay! finally im off to somewhere..somewhere far..

Nurin, i had a great 'date' with you td..

yay!! window shopping..n ain, uve missed it gurl!

opps..sorie borie..

next tyme we must..with mida..n naz..!! yay!!

thanks for making my dae a good n memorable one..

nice2..mwaah! syg kau..

niwae..finally quiz is over!!

yet test is coming upp!!

luck please..i nid luck..

a week more..n ill b super duper busy..

haha! after that..shall be..

no more stress n worries n feeling tired..

so ill b super happy..haha!!

i hope so.. can i?

i hope and ill try to make myself happy so that my hope is accomplish..

mission accomplish..!

however..now projects nid to b done fully..

everthing must b good..how3?

focus n concentration..? haha! once im down, ull nvr see me do anything..haha!!

oklar..thats all..!!

and ya..amira!! im not '................................' gurl...!

stop telling my frenz dat or i shall kill you!!

soon or later!!! haha!! u nenek!

ya! i saw bob todae..and..hmph..wad is ur name uh? benjamin ehk? haha!

and the fourth or fifth tyme i saw faizal..ish!!!

oklar..thats all..

signing off..

mwaaaaaah!!! loads love..

♥ 8:51 PM

! miSs euu...

heyy pple!

in skool now.

soo bored. business fund is bored.

can i update later? im stupidly sick on tired of everything!!

shud i ever move on this way..?

God, help me..

can we soon mit? please..

helpless me..

signing off..

♥ 11:05 AM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

! miSs euu...

hello!

todae was a fulled dae...or shud i ask..an international pee dae?

-i saw a dog pee at the corner of the engine skool.

- i saw this Ish small 'pple' peeing near the tree..*not intentionally huh!*

-i saw a cat peeing near the grass..

ishish!

at random

-i tink ive flung my quiz

-i havent do my research

-test is drawing near

-i nid to catch up

-the wedding is in a week's tyme

-im super scared

-i wan to mit my frenz..

lots love...me..take care..update more soon k!

♥ 9:16 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

! miSs euu...

heyy!

im super duper busy..but still got tyme to blogg? hhaha!

niwae..i went skool earlier la k! to mit YOU! naughty gerl..

but u overslept la se..so bad sia SRI..haha!

but its okay..i jus hope ull gt well soon!

i studied at the lib myself..

which i tink..its FUN..

concentrate well..

after skool i met sri agen..

we studied..she teach me maths..

n oh gosh! ull nvr noe how happy am i after i got the answers ryte..

thanx dearie!!

so must teach me matrices plak..

after dat..vectors//then comes..functions..n etc..haha!!

thks!! mwaaaah!

i dunnoe if i can make it thru my quizes..

gosh! first is tomorrow..engine drawing..mayb i have some confidence after practicing agen jus now.

more n more test coming upp!!

god! help!

class is super FAST-lyke wad ain sae..

catch up? tired of it la se..

howhowhow?

4th june- maths test

5th june- engine fund test

6th june- bus fund test

haha!

when will i GRADUATE?? haha!1

take care pple..update soon!!

♥ 8:55 PM

Monday, May 21, 2007

! miSs euu...

heyy pple!

its been 3 daes ive not been updating..

well..i guess..busy..? yeah i am..

this week..stressful weeek la k!

i gt 4 quiz to go..n im not ready at all..

god, help me!

ive not been feeling well this dae..

both innerly n outer..

so u can see me ryting those stff everywhere..

mayb just a mood swing la se.

so yeah..

but after yesterdae..i feel much betta..

mayb family company n you.

so thks alot..

yesterdae visit my dearest kak farhanah..

she seems okay now..but mayb she still feel de pain..

RECOVER SOON SISTA! den we can have fun during my sistas wedd..

okay!! MUST RECOVER TAU!! CEPAAAT!!! haha.

so todae..go skool at 10.30 later..

have my usual lunch with my gerlfrenz.

yeah! after dat shall meet nuraini..

yeah! so glad..

im missing you evrydae..wush!

NIWAE..here goes a bdae wish to someone i know..

to alep sanchi..eventhough u dunnoe i put this in my blog..

here u go..sorry..u scare me..so i dun feel lyke msging u..haha!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!

can i see u in skool? haha! same course mah!

after 1month in skooll..nvr did i met u..

haha!!

oklar..dats all i guesss..

♥ 8:45 AM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

! miSs euu...

hello!

my effcom test jus passed..tink i did it badly..coz something happen la that last hr!

next week..4 more quiz to go..

n im superly blur n cnfuse over the subs se..

den how to pass lyke this..

ANIONE?

WE are confuse over the maths, engine drawing. engine fund, bus fund..

haiya! pay attention also still nvr gt in..

n todae..opps..we skip the lecture..

for the first tyme for me la..coz we r soooo late lar..

n we dun wan to make ourself malu alwaes..

coz we r ALWAES the late ones..

understand mah..

go buy wad la..go washroom la..

leceh pple!

but wad we noe..the lecturer didnt go into a new topic..jus did some questions..

so its okayy... :)

here you go!

everdae it seems so down.

i dunnoe who shud i talk to.

evrone is so new.

n the only thing to do is,

sent sms to someone i noe.

sumone close.

but i noe theyre busy too.

have their own werk too.

so who shud i turn to?

daes, months passed.

but i still feel that this is the worst month of all months..

i nid tyme to help at home.

nid tyme to prepare for the wedd.

nid tyme to do my hmwk.

nid tyme to study.

can i handle loads of them? not so sure.

i jus nid support from you.

the only thing to release my worry is going out to see my frenz..

after class, before class.

but they are even busier now..evryone is..includ me..

so mayb i shall depend more on myself.

not them, him, her...

take care pple..till we mit agen..

bye!

♥ 5:14 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

! miSs euu...

hello..todae was a bad dae for me?

although it might seems okay..

haha!

okay..well..wad shall i sae..

i shall sae that most of the gerls in my class are okay..

veri fine..soo friendly cum caring..

n just now we went to do project..

n natascha n shaun was swit..they sent us there with his car lar!

WOW! i really big WOW..so sweet of both of them..

i realli admire u two man! rocks se!

first they send me n amira..the second trip was the others..carol,ryan n aishah..

then he still send us to natascha house..

haha! so swit..even it was kinda cramp la..but still u guys made my few hours after skool fun!

lucky that sumone nvr fart inside car..or else..phew..haha!!!

natascha house was at simei..HEY pple..we did the project okay..

gd gerls okay!!

even we r tired halfway thru..but we still made it..

n ya...took pictures n stuff..

yay!! fun fun frenz!

but sometymes..some pple make me mad la se..sorry to alwaes flair up..haha!

oklar..thats all..

to my dear mida..

i hope u lyke it..!! mwaah! i miss u sista..ingtkn nk ajak masok mkn crab ke..haha!!

joking..cnfrm u terperanjat kn3!!!

haha!! n so sexy of you wear that dress? haha..

n to my dearest..

miss you lar se.. wen ccan we mit?

tomorrow? haha! dreaming je..

take care! loadlove..

♥ 8:48 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007

! miSs euu...

heyy!

todae school was total boredom..

coz of the test n amira, who kept silent..ish!

the test went out well for me since ive prepare the description earlier.

in other werds..i tink i did quite well..

BUTT i didnt ryte the heading la..haiya..

essay nids heading?? farni la!

niwae..early in the morning..i met my dearest gerlfrenz..

im happy n glad lyke wad ainfelt too..

coz we r still contacting each other n even try till the last corner to make tyme for each other..

we will coz our friendship nvr fades..n this is bcoz we care n love each other much2..

we are gonna mit every mondae n fridae- if we can..posibbly trying hard..

can you make time for me too? haha!

after school..hell ya!

i met my beloved bestfriends cum gerlfrenz..

suzie n nuraini..

finally..GOSH! i miss them much..

we went out walk n talk n walk n talk..

yay! i hope we can contact each other more often..

n that coffee makes me gonggong..

haha!! not forgetting..

sufri.. ur lagsane? it that how u spell it..haha..i tink sala..

niwae.its nice..mayb add some cheese n more flavourings..

cheyy!! so swit of u sia to bring for them..

at least i got to taste it too..haha!!

mesti ade udang disebalek mee kn..i noe la..:)

oklar..thats all for todae..

n to all gerls out there who keep giving false hopes..

stop doing so coz ure killing each one of them in a matter of mins..

so avoid it!!

♥ 8:41 PM

Friday, May 11, 2007

! miSs euu...

heyy! super bored la k!

so anione wans to talk to me not being force by me?

anione? no one la..i noe..SHUT UP!!

im so upset alone now!!

GOSH!! i wish i cud tell..but i cudnt..

even i do share with pple..still those werds n sadness n stressfulness nvr come out of my mouth..

ARGH!

since yesterdae school was fine for me

coz i make things alryte by myself..

todae ws another bad dae for me la k.

went school was fine..10 mins of bus fund lab..den i flair up ler..

no mood to do anything..

my apologise to my group members uh..i didnt contribute anything?

mayb my handwriting?

watever..n im so freaking scared lar..

my test on mondae..n ive to find some description which is 350/700/1000 werds long..

ISH!!! i cannot se..my english da la rabak!

one after one! n i cannot take it..

haiya!!

i met my fellow frenz..

yes! n ain was fine..i love u dear..

dun worry..things will gt betta..ull gt fine..k sista!

went home gt change n rest..

n god! i woke up..my eye..wush!! dark..so u noe wad i went thru..haha!

not bcoz of wad la k..im jus too stress mayb?

n amira saes i nid some rest..

yes mayb?

oklar..gtg..loadsloadsloads love..

my subs n projects..whole loads of it..

ah!

♥ 9:20 PM

Thursday, May 10, 2007

! miSs euu...

heyy! let me cut it short..

-skool todae was awesome..even it was TIRING lar!

-i finally gt focus on ALL the classes todae..i repeat..ALL.!!

-yesterdae went out to TM with my adorable bro!

-todae went out agen to tm n town with my baby big bear!! haha!

- n of course..i got lost!! WE gt lost..since he jus came baq from overseas..he forgot the route la..THKS ar!

- engine lab was nice..love it!

-research n more research n test n more tests..argh!

-honestly..im missing u soo much..n can we mit? i realli wan to..

sometymes it does make me sad..gosh!

im just missing you! must mit please..

pleaase..please...

♥ 9:50 PM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

! miSs euu...

heyy pple!

wads up?

im now at poly..waiting for my sis lar!

haha!

oklar..todae for the first tyme..i understand wad the lecturer is talking about..

haha! to bad..but gd for me lar..

oklar..im not sure wad to update..

so till here alryte..

mwaah!

♥ 4:08 PM

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

! miSs euu...

heyy!! wan some updates..

im not feeling well esp todae!

sore throat..n bad headache n my temperature is hott!!

too hot mayb?

well..not feeling well physically n mentally n emotionally?

haha!!

todae class was tiring..

went skool earlier lar!!! to do the drawing thing..luckily, carol n ryan help us out..

thks..even we r abit late uh..for the class

im trying my fully best to make things werk..

but i tink itll nvr werk..

mayb not for now..

for next week? we'll see how..

im trying to catch up on the things..the subs..everything lar!

but i didnt make it..

who will help me??

pay more attention in class doesnt werk for me..

coz i gt sleepy n bored..n daydreaming..haiya2..

but i hope one dae i will..

thru myself or thru someone who is willing to help..

haha!

or mayb i shud learn to not depend on others?? ish!

as a matter of fact that im having gd close frenz..

haha!! cheyy!! n since i got this magically bond with them..

haha!! yesterdae was INDRA's bdae..

i totally forgot bout it..

BUT!!! i dunnoe y yesterdae i intent to msg him..

n ya!! he called me baq..n finally i remembered it was his bdae!

soryy bebeh!! but yea..we shall chatchat soon bro!!

its been months.. hahaz!!

niwae...

to my frenzz...

heyy frenz!!

cheer up! things will gt betta soon kayzz!!

im alwaes here to listen..so speak up..

dun kip inside..no good kay..

ill listen n will help wherever i can..

keep shining..kip smiling...!!

take care!!

mwaah!!

♥ 5:27 PM

Sunday, May 06, 2007

! miSs euu...

hello!!

im super high ryte now!

dunnoe y suddenly..

niwae..some updates..

- my cousin is getting betta, alreadi send her to ward after 3 daes in ic..

get well soon honeyy!!!

for me..

-i dunnoe how to do engine drawing

-i dunnoe my maths

-im planing on the project..

-im planing some stuff for september n november (important dates)heh!!!!

-im planing on an outing(4H reunion)

-im planing to meet my fren up..yay!!!

-im planing to order the cake

-i hope evrything goes well for the wedds!

oklar..take care pple!!

loadloadloads love,

me!!

i want to change my blogskin..!!

argh!!

♥ 12:05 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007

! miSs euu...

heyy pple! this is gonna b my 201? post..

yea!

im so not feeling good..

still no one is looking for me either..

to share..to care..to look after..

todae in skool was okay la!

i AM late..

coz wait for my sis..haiya..she late se..

den few buses come n go..

lucky me it was lecture..so no hurry..

skool was okay..

went home with amira..

we went eat at KFC tamp..

tot of studying after dat..

YES we did!

den saw zam, fadhli, sufri? and muhaimin..

this frenz never fall apart lyke wad fadhli told me..

isi n kuku?

haha! they also ate at KFC..den ade udang disebalek mee..they wanna see the MI gerls la..

haha! naughty

Sufri helped us in our maths..matrices..

which i still dunnoe.. but thanx alot for ur help se..

we continue..with it..but we didnt make it..

will YOU help me with maths?

haiya..

den went popular..

den go home swit home..

im still waiting for your msg..

never reply me..so sad..very..*tsktsk*

todae i realised..

i nid to study hard

-theres a lot of things to revise

-i nid to do well

-i must concentrate

-i must move on

-i nid SOMEONE to help me

-to help me on my subs..my lyfe..

oklar..thats for todae..

sorry if its kinda bored..

take care!!

♥ 8:53 PM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

! miSs euu...

heyy pple!!

i just reached home..

im superly shocked to hear that my cousin is in the hospital..

she got into an accident..n now at NUH!!

i hope she's gonna b fine..

gosh!! must this go on n on..

one after another..*tsktsk*

niwae..iactualie wanted to continue with my effcom thing..

but mayb ill update first k!

so yea..

tomorrow quiz..ishish! i havent study..

my writourial? project..is half way done..

my business project still nid to b done..research all the way!!

i am still having my bad headche..since my lecture just now..

n its veri veri painful..

oklar..have to move on to my effcom quiz la..

take care pple!!

wanting to watch spiderman with you..

but haiya..got free tyme tell me..

bye!!

♥ 4:23 PM

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

! miSs euu...

heyy pple!!

ive something to update..

to all 4hians

im planning of having a bbq at east coast on the 22nd of june!

the date is not yet cnfrm as i didnt get all replies from some of u if u can or cant make it..

coz if alot cant make it..this thing will never werk without u pple..

so..ive planned most of it..

lyke foods n stuff..

so yea!! if u wanna noe wad foods are gonna b there,

shall talk to me personally kk!

so i nid to check with u pple, if u can make it..

please do drop me some comments or suggestions okay..

ill b updating from tyme to tyme bout this event..

so please check it out okay..

updating will b thru my blog or the frenster 4H'o6 group thing..

so pleaseplease..have some responsibility..

oh ya!! u guys must b thinking how much u have to contribute..

well, im trying to cut down as much as possible..

lyke 5 bucks each..or mayb lesser if more pple come..

k!!

datz all..so check out pple!!

now wanna update randomly bout the things going around..

- skool okayla

-lecture was total boredom..

-my headache is getting worst everydae

-im enjoying the projects

-my frenz are getting betta..*mayb some are getting on my nerves, opps!*

-the tension is up high now, with my sis n bro wedd next month..!

-some things shall b called secret..sometymes its good not noeing anything.

-im excited bout the wedding

-test is on thurs..i cant catch up..realli..

-i hope i can study harder

-hope can mit up my best friend more often..i miss you se!!

oklar..datz all..

bye!

♥ 12:56 PM