SimplyHers~SimplyFantasies

Thursday, January 31, 2008

hey there!
my eyes is shutting down soon.
but my brains are not.
haha!

okay. first things first
my Jap listening test i got B. (*a wow B wee!*)
my system concept i got C (*actualie wasnt that bad. i tot i got 'F'antastic for it*)
what else eh..
da la..

hee.
and just now i had my japanese presentation.
it was OKAY LA kn.
but some parts a bit crazy.
and im the only girl in the group which even make me giler!

its paisey to actualie talk n have the eye contact signal with them.
and the guys. haha!
Cheong did a gd job.
but he missed a few lines.

afiq makes me wanna laugh during the role play.
he is just so kelakar! u can just laugh when he make his "step kawaii" face.

jun yuan was lyke so red-face.
because he got the long lines to memorise.
which made him kancong. sorry bro! pity you.

but finaallyyy..its over.
im glad.
so... sayonara nihongo! wee.

wee.i hope my cds next semester will not b that hard.
andandand i wanna get my exams over asap!!
BECAUSE..i just need a holiday!
break time. wee hee! cant wait!

see ya!
mwaah!mwaah!

♥ 12:28 AM

Sunday, January 27, 2008

hey there!
i dunnoe why the hell im blogging okay.
i just thought mayb i shud delete this blog.
or change it to another url.

to my dear fren, ZJ.
thks a lot for making me feel better the other day.
i noe u meant good.
but sometimes. please.
haha! dont b action k!
niwae, uve help me actualie.
thks soo much! im glad that u care for others.
hee. so u already promised me that ull b there ryte?
wee haha!

im fine.
but ya, i have got loads of things to do.
-quantitative methods project.
-systems concepts project.
-maths quiz 2
-quantitative methods lab test.
-system concepts quiz 2
-memorising japanese script.
-econs quiz 2
- computer programming project.
-and finally than. exams! which includs
maths, principles of economics and QM.

ahh! to syafiq, i noe and im reading ur blog.
and i thought u dont want too. haha!

ahh!im trying to manage my time
make myself busy with everything.
so that, as time passes by,
i will not worry bout anything!
or whoever. or whatever. hahas!

oklars. see ya!
trying my best to forget it!

♥ 2:14 PM

Friday, January 25, 2008

hey! well. ive changed my blogskin. Yippee!
and ive changed my song too!!yay!
that song. hee.listen to it carefully okay.
if it was a fairy tale. mwaah!hehs

i love it much2!
wee`
today.. not lyke any other days.
ive got my lab test-finally.
yesterday i slept ard 2 am just for that programming la kn!
and it turn out realli bad!

as i was sitting at my lab table.
which is ryte infront of the teachers table(some re-arrangement)
i waited anxiously. coz i noe i can do it.
but it was dissappointing.
we were suppose to type out in the java creator thing n show it to the teacher.
when the thing is successful, the teacher will put the signature to it.

as for my case.
im stupidly happy that i did excellent for my java typing out, compiling n executing them.
i called the teacher. and the teacher came.
so after he checked that it works.
he sign on my paper.
but that wasnt all.
i did question 2.
n i cant figure it out. so yerp, i went straight in writing those codes in my paper.
because the time is gonna b upp.
idiot me.
i thought if the teacher have already sign my question 1,
which means i do not need to write it inside my paper.

BUT at the end of the thing.
i asked the 'bias' teacher.
and he SOMBONGLY said " yes. u must ryte on the paper"

SHITOS kn!
why musnt the teacher let me noe wen he knew i did it correctly.??!?!?
ahh!
geramnye.
i noe that it wasnt his fault.
but at least he could tell me that.
ish! ah!whywhywhy?

so what did i do after that.
went out of the classroom.
my shopperlicious cool me down.
yea. it wasnt easy okay.
and i cried.
how could i not?!?!
its lyke uve studied.
and u noe what ure doing.
and u sure that it is correct(for the first ques)
and **tada**..
NOTHING!

geram.oh no!
FYI..yes! the teacher is bias.
he is really BIAS.
he'll help which group of pple he like and throw the others to longkang.
he thought me n my shopperlicious is one bunch of useless kids.
when we are NOT!

ahh!
yea.its over.
and i noe im stupid!
how stupid can i get??

see ya!

♥ 3:55 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Things can change.
Like wad she says, change is Evrything.
its the step to look forward in life.
Its hard to accept it sometimes.
and yea. we hate it.
but at the end of the day, that is REALITY.
Sometimes you sit down,
regretting those past histories, but that what shapes us now.
Instead, of regretting..
sit down , think and make your future a better one.
Dont repeat the same mistakes again.
Sometimes you wonder, "why cant i get what i want?"
God is fair.
wouldnt u actualie ask yourself the opposite?
"what i have now?"
wouldnt u see whats infront of you?
wouldnt u want to be happy about what you have now..
than what you cant owe them?
wouldnt you treasure what you have now?
wouldnt you appreciate it?
wouldnt you love it?
wouldnt it be precious to you?life is weird.
or mayb pple are weird.
Instead of treasuring what we have, we are chasing things that you could not possibly owe them.
pple are weird.
God test us in many ways.
we prayed very hard to God,to make you stronger.
But sometimes.. we tend to give up on it..
why?
why wouldnt you take the test?
............inspired by simplyhers

hello!
to all my dear frens taking O level results tomorrow
BEST OF LUCK FROM me..
take care.

to my gerlfrens..
take care okay. dont let the tears drop.
mwaah!

♥ 9:52 PM

Saturday, January 19, 2008

hey! yesterday, wasnt my day at all.
coz i went off after my 2hrs morning lab.
hmph. not so sure why.
and to my shoppers. sorry gerls. esp to amira.
i tink uve been so patient with me for the past few days.
bcos of my mood swings. sorry gerls. and i hope yst u guys had a blast. on the evening excercise. haha!
actualie, wen i return home, i just stay inside the room till nyte.
not so sure why either.

niwae. earlier today..
went to my aunty's house to babysit my cousins.
haha! 1ST tyme in my lyfe. i change the baby diapers!
twice. one is for the baby syafiq. n the other was trisya. haha!
i dunnoe why, but today i did help changing diapers.
(mind you..it wasnt easy at all. of course it smells la okay!)
so babies.. do you think ive the talent to do that job?
haha! wee. that was something mans!

still unsure of what i shud do in life now.
haha! just be happy. go on with the flow.
hmmm.

♥ 4:38 PM

Friday, January 18, 2008

hey there. evrythings fine i guess.
ive been pretty busy lately with my school projects.
assignments. lab test. quizes. lots more to come.
yerp. so some of you might be finding whre the help am i?
haha. im in school okays. just beep me n ull meet me at breadboard canteen.
we are always sitting near the beautiful scenery.(the swimming pool)
okays?

haha! okay. im not too sure what the hell to write.
and im not even too sure what im feeling.
haha! zoombie. thats wad i called myself since just now.
cos i dun even bother to noe whats happening now.
all i noe. is im at some weird place. just standing there.
or walking. or running. but i didnt notice whats infront of me.
get wad i mean. lyke u dont even wanna no the reality.? something lyke dat okays.
haha!

andandand. i wanna tell some pple.
to just stop bothering me.
coz it irritates me alot.
and wen it does.
im sure. im gonna scold you.
for sure!

okayla. thats all.
see ya!

♥ 12:00 AM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

ah! trying to change.
can god change me in a second?
to be a stronger girl
that will not hold on others.

before your apologise gets too late.
ahh!

will you try to understand?

and can i give it up?

♥ 2:00 PM

Friday, January 04, 2008

There are times when even the best of us have trouble with commitment, and we may be surprised at the commitments we're willing to let slip out of our grasp. Commitments are complicated. We may surprise ourselves by the commitments we're willing to make, true commitment, takes effort, and sacrifice. Which is why sometimes, we have to learn the hard way, to choose our commitments very carefully.

i miss you!

♥ 2:31 PM