SimplyHers~SimplyFantasies

Friday, March 07, 2008

Current State: helpless. speechless. coughing
What to do next: back off from the misery.

You know when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales? That fantasy of what your life would be -- white dress, prince charming who’d carry you away to a castle on a hill. You’d lie in your bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa clause, the tooth fairy, prince charming -- they were so close you could taste them. But eventually you grow up and one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust..

But the thing is, it’s hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely, because almost everyone has that smallest bit of faith and hope that one day they would open their eyes and it would all come true. At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale is slightly different than your dream. The castle, well it may not be a castle. And it’s not so important that it’s happily ever after -- just that it’s happy right now. See, once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you. And once in awhile, people may even take your breath away

i was making so many plans inside my head.
plans which will turn out to be surprises.
yes. i love it!
but maybe too much of surprises turns out not to be surprised by it.
so im trying hard to let go of that surprises cos it wont work out when pple thinks its so much of a routine.
so let the plans, hopes and fantasies fly away.
cos mayb it wont come true.
farewell.

i thought of going out today alone.
but i cancel the plan cos i kinda woke up late.
this is because i slept late.
only god knows why.
im going to bedok to settle some stuff. so yerp.
mayb i can go walk n sit somewhere alone.
all i noe is i wanna b alone.
it hurts. thats the fact.
i wanted u to understand.
but it wont work out.

okays. take care.
sorry ain to take the quote agen n published it in my blog.
hee. bye!

♥ 12:19 PM