! miSs euu...

okeh! hi pple..im sorie for not updating yesterdae..but still i will tok bout wad happen yesterdae..i tot of updating late at nyte but my sis seems to use the computer soo...ya..i didnt gt de chance..but in any way..i'm ryting wad i have left behind yesterdae...

lets tok bout yesterdae..

great dae actualie.. eventhough its somehow was a bad dae..watever it is..i juz have fun n i wanna forgot all my sorrows for a moment okeh. so..i did go out with my frenzy.. yeah! kinda fun esp wen there's jokes around..faritz n hamidah..haha..u guys put back a smile on me wen i hv leave it at home.. i tried to smile for them..n i did it beautifully. haha! mayb ain onli see de sorrows in me.. niwae..thanx to mida..at mendaki..she comfort me wen i nided sumone. n she did a great job by handling me. thanz for being there okeh! den.. i tot of not going with u pple..but suddenly i realise i cudnt b sitting at home n keep having tots..ryte? so..yeah..went out with them..

watch a show. kinda great show..i shud sae..A BEAUTIFUL ROMANTIC TOUCHING show.. u shud watch it okeh! luckily i didnt cried at the theatre.. haha..was soooooo touching.. was damn great.. den..dey went to eat. i followed them but i didnt eat coz of certain reasons..but still dey kinda force me to eat.. abit i shud sae..den we went home..im happy tat moment even if itz not fully.. at home..i cant eat. no appetite..so..ya! to ain..i wudnt wan to disappoint u n afiz coz actualie u guys planned it for me n u.. so im sorie ain for mayb disappointing u both. so..im sorie..veri veri veri sorie.. to nurin...hu was my partner of the dae.. we talked n i noe more bout her now..to all..Im happy going out with u pple..thanx agaen! love u pple!!

n todae!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAE AIN!!!! hope u will have a wonderful dae todae out with ur family..n i wish all de best in watever ure doing. n please treasure our frenship well okeh! thanx for alwaes being there for me..u n afiz.. k..

i jus get embarrased with my fellow frenz..coz u noe y..they r alwaes making me smile n making me feel tat im nt alone going thru this complication..but somehow..it all thanx to them.

toking about my frenz..lets tok about someone which i admire the most.. he told me some stuff about him.. n ain! i nid ur help..i'll tok to u about it.. i nid to find sumone for him which cud cure every single piece of his heart.. come on! b strong okeh! im trying to help u soon...real soon..so hang in there for a moment. k...( i noe u betta wen u start toking to me lyke dat..telling me evry probs dat u had) i'll help u okeh! u juz get baq to ur normal life cos im not b able to see u evry moment at ur room n not doing anything..jus mayb ur negative tots..n not hearing ur irritating jokes around me at home.. makes me feel dat ure not there at home..

yeah! todae..i woke up early..ryting this for u pple. i havent had anything yet.. bcoz.im actualie kinda sick.. i had a bad cough todae. n my throat really hurts.. n i cudnt eat anything yet.. so..i juz hope i'll get betta soon.. niwae pple.. i hope my long posts todae will help u think of wad is acttualie happening in my life..nah! dun think about me will u..no point.. nah! i juz wanna keep my sorrows apart.. n i wanna forget wad had actualie happened to me..nnnnnnn....i juz wanna b happy..

tomorrow..if u pple tok to me n i didnt sae anything..dat means i cannot tok soo much okeh! coz of my throat..but i'll keep dat smile for each n evry one of u okeh. mayb i cant laugh too.. but i'll try.. ( PPLE..ITZ NOT BCOZ IM SAD OR WAD K..IM JUZ NOT FEELING WELL PHSICALLY)

okehla pple.. i tink itz veri veri long..so..take care!! MWAAH!!!

fading...drifting..hey..im..still...waiting...